People said, just surround yourself with postive people, intoxic community.
Then I asked, what if the toxicity is within me?
Insecurity.
That's my biggest enemy, yet my very bestfriend.
I don't know what I did, or even what kind of experience I've ever been to produce that kinda word.
But I feel like the insecurity starts to kill me, kill all my positive thoughts that ever came across my head.
Why is it easier to blame on my self for everything thay goes wrong along the way?
Blaming me for not being good enough to others. Blaming me for not be who I really am.
Is it just me, or is everyone really have that discourage to trust anyone?
Because I really am afraid of trusting people, nor trust my self.
Please save me, God...
