When you fall in love

Beberapa waktu yang lalu, aku menemukan tulisan dari salah seorang wanita dari salah satu akun media sosialnya, dan maaf, aku tidak bisa mengingat dia siapa. Tetapi, yang aku tau, tulisannya sangat jujur, dan sangat menggambarkan diriku ketika aku sedang jatuh cinta,

And here it is.
Sekali lagi aku ingatkan, ini bukan tulisan aku, aku hanya menuliskannya kembali disini.
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What perks of dating me?

No perks, I'm a mess.
Can't even offer you stability, 'cause my happiness lies in misery.
One thing for sure is that when I love, I would fall in the cheesiest and most childish way possible.

I would remember precisely how you smell, or how your eyes dance when you laugh. I would write angsty poems about you every single day. I would play imaginary conversations and scenario with you in my head every single night.

We could talk about your favorite books or series all day, we could share weird jokes all night. We could make a perfect duet band.

I would secretly fix your works when you're not there and trust me, I'd do it well. I could write 100+ fun facts and trivias about you.

I would repress all the negative emotions I have towards you.

And the best thing is that for me, dating is one thing, loving is another. You don't have to date me to own my love.