I wish I was heartless.
I'm gonna cold-bloodedly do whatever I want and do whatever I thought it was right regardless of what people gonna think afterwards. I would never care of what the hell people are talking. I'm gonna proudly announce to the universe that nobody has the rights to involve into my life cause I rule over my own life.
I wish I was heartless.
Never care whether I obey those jerky regulations or not and never pay attention on my mom's babbles after seeing my bad marks. I would not listen on what people suggest or teachers' advices and half-heartedly do what my parents want me to. I would negatively judge people if their thoughts are way too different with my way of thinking.
I wish I was heartless.
Selfishly undergo my life without caring on others. If people thought I was a self-centered individual, I would see it as a kinda asshole and I think I'm such a bitch if I care into that goddamned unimportant thing. I would never care whether people love me or not, whether they want to hurt me or not, whether they want me or not, and whether they need me or not. Cause being a heartless means I would think that nobody needs me or even care of me.
I wish I was heartless.
Rarely count the blessing that God gives me and anything that I get would never enough. I would never see what God gives me as blessings but achievements that I'm supposed to get.
Do I really think that being heartless is completely easy? Damn right I do. But speaking the truth, I'm not a heartless human being that treats people cruelly. I need everyone. I care whether they want, need, hurt or love me and I gratefully count God's blessing every time I open my eyes realising I'm still alive.
I'm gonna cold-bloodedly do whatever I want and do whatever I thought it was right regardless of what people gonna think afterwards. I would never care of what the hell people are talking. I'm gonna proudly announce to the universe that nobody has the rights to involve into my life cause I rule over my own life.
I wish I was heartless.
Never care whether I obey those jerky regulations or not and never pay attention on my mom's babbles after seeing my bad marks. I would not listen on what people suggest or teachers' advices and half-heartedly do what my parents want me to. I would negatively judge people if their thoughts are way too different with my way of thinking.
I wish I was heartless.
Selfishly undergo my life without caring on others. If people thought I was a self-centered individual, I would see it as a kinda asshole and I think I'm such a bitch if I care into that goddamned unimportant thing. I would never care whether people love me or not, whether they want to hurt me or not, whether they want me or not, and whether they need me or not. Cause being a heartless means I would think that nobody needs me or even care of me.
I wish I was heartless.
Rarely count the blessing that God gives me and anything that I get would never enough. I would never see what God gives me as blessings but achievements that I'm supposed to get.
Do I really think that being heartless is completely easy? Damn right I do. But speaking the truth, I'm not a heartless human being that treats people cruelly. I need everyone. I care whether they want, need, hurt or love me and I gratefully count God's blessing every time I open my eyes realising I'm still alive.
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